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A separate peace
Foreskin's Lament: A Memoir
Shalom Auslander came to wide attention with the publication in 2005 of Beware of God, a collection of stories spawned by a Modern Orthodox upbringing as austere as it was terrifying. Given a world that took God's commandments seriously, it is hardly surprising that He emerges as the major character in Auslander's fiction, nor is it especially surprising that the stories themselves are simultaneously intense and sophomoric.
However, what this thumbnail sketch of the Auslander clan leaves out are the moments when he builds things with his tool-happy Dad or remembers what his mother baked. To twist the words of the old Groucho Marx song, Auslander has the feeling that he wants to go but still has the feeling that he wants to stay.
The poet Theodore Roethke once wrote: "Running from God is the longest race of all." No doubt Auslander would agree because he has been trying to elude the grip of God's commandments for most of his life, only to discover that he can violate the Torah 613 ways to Saturday and still feel himself within God's grasp. Auslander begins his tale of neurotic woe by nearly convincing himself that God will strike down his unborn son; Foreskin's Lament ends at his son's first birthday party. The following words are iced on his cake: Paix (rhymes with Max), who was circumcised in a hospital by a secular doctor rather than by a Torah-observant mohel, will, presumably, be everything that his father, whose first name also means "peace," could not be at least that's the hope. As Auslander puts it on his memoir's last page: "I believe in God. It's a real problem for me." Indeed, believing in God is what occasions the pain only partially relieved by his dark humor and wonderfully crafted paragraphs. No doubt there are those who hope that Foreskin's Lament will put an end to Auslander's screed against Orthodoxy and the Jewish God. But given his ever-deeper connections with magazines such as The New Yorker, Esquire, and The New York Times Magazine, as well as a regular gig as a contributor to NPR's This American Life, it's a better bet that we'll be seeing Auslander's laments for many years to come. After all, taking on God is a Big Subject, one that can easily last a lifetime. Comment | Print | Subscribe | Webmaster | Home |
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